...TENSIONS...

Its been a while since I experience this word TENSION.

Well today , I finally experienced it once more.

1st - assignments

This month we were thrown with bunch lots of assignments

But with friggin short deadlines.

I wonder why must the assignments all thrown to us together.

Well anyways,

Perhaps this is what they called College life.

I'll have to survive with it.

2nd - personal life

There is a lots of conflicts going on in my life.

That no one knows.

Some of its is not appropriate to say in blog.

So i'll just keep it for myself.

Lately I've been spare most of my time in front of my com.

Well for some reason.

Shhh =)

Im willing to wait.

This feeling made me jealous.

This feeling drove me mad.

This feeling makes me worry.

But at the same time

This feeling makes me happy.

This feeling comforts me.

This feeling make me feel love.

I really wanna ask help from time and my brain.

Time please give me more time

And brain can you stop thinking for a while???

Take a rest

These few weeks

My head full of you

Do you know that?

I need you

By my side

3rd

I just received a shocking news

From my uncle,

She said that my grand aunt just passed away

Haiz...

Due to those assignments

I might not able to see her for the last time.

This made me friggin hate assignment.

Im sorry if im not able to go back

I really are.

Rest in peace ya.

Haiz

May God bless you.

ASSIGNMENTS

PLEASE

GET

OUT

OF

MY

LIFE

P.s : I have a lot of problem and Im concealing it , but I don wanna bother you with it , I just keeping it for myself as I know you have your own problems , I need you , Do you know that?! =X

Haizz...

Emo-ing moment.

25th August 2009

Hey again fella !!

Quite long din't update my blog already,

Well kind of busy with hell lots of assignments,

Basically thats cool as its my first time doing those stuff, I mean presentation.

Well so far so good,

Nothing special going on in my life yet,

Nothing unusal about me,

Just kinda miss my home and hometown,

Place where can eat like king and sleep like pig, XD

Nowadays cant get enough sleep due to some personal reason,

Well kinda get used to it now.

Well basically this is what I 've been doing lately

I dyed my hair, cut my hair, thanks to my cousin sister ^^

There this is how i look like now.

Well im not really in mood to write further so ADIOS Amigos... BYE

P:s --> I wish u could understand that i care so so much about u, too much that makes me wanna be with u...

Sleepless night Is back to Haunt me

Days after days,

Weeks after weeks,

Months after months,

Dark memories of the past has gradually vanguished swollen by the time,

At least that what I think before,

Dark memories wasn't that easy to get rid of,

Although I do agree that time do heal,

That is no doubt about it,

But, once there's a scar, there always be a scar,

Even if u undergo plastic surgery or what,

It still there mentally,

Anyway, the past sleepless night has AGAIN come to haunt me,

Every night sleep at 2 or 3 am,

Sometimes doesn't even sleep,

Felt so suffer at first, but after a while, the pain has became so numb,

These few nights, all the past memories, has flew back to me,

Some was comforting and some wasn't,

No matter it's good or not,

I still kinda miss it,

I don't think I ever have the strength to think too much about it,

But I know what I want,

I want my previous life back, the life once I think there were no ending at all,

The life where I cherish my "diamond" most,

The life with my family and relatives,

As it's hard to fake around like Im okay,

It's hard to conceal my real feeling,

All the sudden, I felt lonely again,

All the sudden, I lost my ways one more time,

Suddenly, my angel's image rise up to me again and start to fade again,

And she was too far away like I cant even reach up to her,

Back then I was too anxious to get to the top of the mountain,

Till I forget what my principles were,

Now , I only can reminisce ,

This one sweet scar is never gonna healed and being replace by anyone,

As this is the most precious and the very first scar I ever have,

And I know why I missed those moment,

As she was one of the kind,

If time may turn back, I wish and I will makes things better again,

But sadly that aint gonna happen,

Once more,

The life is so quiet and lonesome again,,,

ps : My heart always think of u , cant stop thinking since the first day I've met u , although the time was short ... but I missed you so so much ...

I had to off , this feeling is killing me , but I felt better writing it out

Love BaByWj

1/8/09

Hm...its been a while folks

Now we met again

Its been a while for me to get online as there is some problem

Well that doesn't matter now

I can finally online

4Meg sounds great huh

Still its fine for me

Anyway

Today went to Sungai Wang to meet my sis

Well lucky for me

No need to wait for Ktm

But have to run to get to the train la

As the train all FULL!!

Have to go in and the train was like a sardin in the tin

ZzzZzz

Then meet up with my sis

We went to eat together

KimGary Restaurant

Yum...

The food is nice but unfortunately no photo of it

Hehe...

Then we went our seperate ways * lazy wan describe what we do XD

Then I went back

Let's have a little brief bout my college's life

It was nice as I knew many new friends

Girls Boys hyperactive ppl

All got XD

After few weeks being Taylorian

Finally some challenges showed up

Assignment...

Sienzz...

Anyway

Last Thursday went for a trip to National Musuem

Here's some pics

Have a look

~~ Well ~~

Hope will have interesting assignment instead of boring one

Thats all for today

Adios

Ciao~

ps * My feeling very complicated now...perhapss... ???!! What did I still think about ?? blur larrr... @.@

TAGGED

1. Besides lips,where is your favorite spot to get kiss?

-->Cheeks ^^

2. How do you feel when you wake up this morning?

-->Like just wake up from hell?? Tired

3. Who was the last person you took photo with?

-->My Friends

4. Would you consider yourself to be spoiled?

--> Hm...not really ~~

5. Would you ever donate blood?

-->Yea...but dono enough blood or not

6. Have you ever had a best friend who was the opposite sex?

-->Ofcors....! ^^

7. Do you want someone dead?

-->Not at all...

8. What does your last text massage says?

-->Hey where are u guys??

9. What are you thinking right now?

-->My past memories and current problems

10. Do you wish someone to be with you right now?

-->Yea...really need accompany

11. What time you went to bed last night ?

--> 3am

12. Where do you buy the T-shirt that you’re wearing now ?

-->Its free...lolx

13. Is someone in your mind right now ?

--> Hm...someone important??

14. Who was the last person to texted you ?

-->Wei Jie

15. 10 people to tag to do this quiz.

1) Calwin
2) Niaseng
3) Lynn
4) Esther
5) Cheepoh
6) Viking
7) Angie
8) Chocolate
9) Angela
10)JJ

16. Who is 2 having relationship with ?

--> Not available lar...hahaha

17. Is 3 male or female ?

- -> 101% is a SHE..

18. if 7 & 10 get together, would it be a good thing ?

--> Hmmm...Dono

19. What is 1 studying about ?

-->Medic...future doctor lee

20. When was the last time you had a chat with 5 ?

-->Er...Forgot

21. Is 4 single ?

--> nope

22. Say something about 2.

--> Kind

23. What do you think about 3 & 6 being together?

--> Hm...impossible i think??

24. Describe 9.

--> Er...didint noe her well...Cute gal??

25. What would you do if 6 & 7 fight ?

--> Wahhh~!! Boy no hit girl gua

26. Do you like 8 ?

--> Hm...dint know her...

LIST THREE FAVORITE COLOURS:
1.Pink

2.WHite

3. Black

Taylorian's and KL Life

Sorry ah...disappeared for sometimes...
Actually i don't have much inspiration to write also...
Due to friends keep asking me why dint I update my blog...
I have to update bit...
Sorry sorry to friends...

Well so far , I live a good life after started new life as taylorian...
Except, my economic problem still havent solved since the day I stepped into KL
Haha...now is all about money money money $$$
Living cost so damn high !!
Well...have to budget anyway....
I knew so many friend after i came here...
Im grateful...hahaha...plus taylor is a good school...^^
I like it... wish to knew more friends...
Of course , I knew some friends from KDU
They all very nice...playful and friendly
I like being with friends...
But still seeing some sweet scene makes me recall back those memories...
Miss it much... haha XD

Thats all for tonight... Adios!! ^^
Ciao ~~

02.07.09

Bonsoir~!

Paiseh lar...few days already I din't online...
Currently lost connection with internet for a while,
Hopefully will get a hold with internet again soon...
Haha XD... I miss you internet...
This few days I currently lepak at my cousin's house at damansara
Quite fun staying here, this few days i keep following her to school,
Like bodyguard pulok, paiseh la, if I disturbed the class -- outsider ma ~
I attended math class and micro-economics class at KDU
Knew few new friends too...they quite warm and funny anyways ~
Yesterday went to play basketball with them,
Walao, I damn shocked that my stamina has decreased that much lor,
Like ah pek play ball, hahahaXD
I made someone injured in a little competition, paiseh ar ~ hope u're ok... hahaz
Thats all la... lazy describe all...lolx
Sayonara ~~




ps : congratulation to someone who has passed her "shi mian"...good luck and all the best in ur next round ya...^^ I'll always back u up and give u support ^^ take care ...Lov...

25.06.09

1.45 a.m

Today, whole day stare at computer,

Hm...intend to play Restaurant City * addicted after someone intro it to me*

But currently on maintainance today

Too bad!!

But still my ass was still sticking on my bed

As I watched movie for one whole day

Hm...most of the friends left so its kinda boring

So stayed at home nia lor *guai zai leh* Zzzz

Aiya conclusion was

Whole day facing my com!

Muahahaha

-End-

*Ps/: These few days we less chat jor,feel so odd haizz....take care of ur health ya... ^.<>

Listen to this !!

Rock the hell out

JibJab production

21.06.09

Saturday midnight -12.07 a.m.-

Fuhh...

Just got back from work

Today's work so damn boring

Less customers

So just sit on the chair

Drink drink drink

Then eat eat eat

Thanks to boss for treating me eat as today was my last day at work

After I finished my task

And I get my cut

What else say goodbye to all my new friends

Then go home

After reached home

Here I am

Online-ing and blogging again

But Im gonna off soon

As there is no one to chat

Hm...

Thats all for tonight

Not really in the mood to write much

Going to bath and sleep

*Ps:

Tomoro is ur undang test right , gambadeh o...^^or in german Viel Glück!

All the best,always support you ya ^^...don sleep too late too... lov

20.6.09

-Saturday-

Now is 3 a.m

But I cant even shut my eyes

The enviroment was so quiet but yet so damn hot

My room was like an microwave and I was like a "chicken" inside

Im "cooked" all night long

I cant sleep as it's too hot

All this happened as my air-conditioner spoilt

Cant switch on because when it's on

It will like squirt out water throughout the "indoor unit"

At this moment,I just realised that how important to have an air conditioner during hot hot day

But I still going to try to shut my eyes

Till then

I'll stop here

Good night/morning

*Ps = Last day at work today , will have more time to sit in front of my computer and wait ~

18.6.09

12.00am sharp ( currently now)~

Lots of things came into my minds again

But this time is all the good stuff and making me anxious

I really looking forward on that

Well my sleeplife has returned to normal

Thanks to GOD

Im so happy that im lighten up once again

Without worrying anything

Now I feeling fresh and steady

New challenges awaits

And I preparing to face it

Wish me luck

And hope **God bless me**

Help me to get one chance to win this challenge

This chance comes once in a while

Hard to get another chances like this

P/s :

Take good care of your health ya , and don lazy reply my sms lar...ahahaha...just kidding wont force u ya...adii~~osss ^.<

Probably leaving to KL soon ~ in about a week perhaps

Random post ~

Life is Hard

Hell yeah its true

But there is another word hiding behind the word "Hard"

Which is Happiness

Like everyone said "hard at first enjoy at last" (correct or not dono la)

Anyway , thats the facts

Most of our life paths are full with test and thorns

If we manage to get over it

Then our life would be better

All this requires huge amounts of perseverance and patience

Its true that everyone will face their fall and failure in their life

But we cant give up just like that

We have to get our head held high

As there's always another chance

So we have to climb back up and keep moving on

Failed once doesnt meant failed forever

Me myself met the fall too

But after think and think and think for a long time

I realised that Im not the only one who fall

There's always someone that meet harder challenges in their life

This make me realised that

Sitting aside and nag about it wont do any good

So why not I do something else and move on

By letting bygone be bygone

Sometimes, we cant change things like the way we want

So we have to let it go and climb up for the next challenge

We still young , there's lot of thing we haven't experience

I have to admit

I made quite lots of mistakes before

I done silly things

I prattled

I act childishly

I said wrong things

And Etc

But if i dint do this mistake before

I will never know it

And will keep doing it in future

And im thankful that I realised it earlier

Everyone does mistakes

But do they dare enough to admit it?

Do they sincere enough to change?

Do they able to learn from mistakes?

Thats what important~

Its hard to achieve what u want

But its even harder if u keep nagging and give up

Its hard to hate someone

But its even harder to love someone

Its hard to give up wat u like

But its even harder to give up who u love

Its hard to share

But its even harder to keep it for yourself

Its hard to love someone

But its even harder to let that someone go

Its hard to change

But its even harder trying to be another person

Its hard to success

But its even harder if we dint try our best

Its hard to argue

But its harder to break up

.....

Enough lar ~ wakao too much dy lazy write... XD

Conclusion is life do hard

Its how we face it and make it easier for us

Remember fell once doesnt mean forever

There always do have another chance

Just need to be strong

Ps\: Special thanks to "time" who made me realised all this...

Love is Blind

Love WJ

Wow...tiring day ~

Today

Start my first day at work

Not bad la

At first quite "Bak Ka"

But after while my boss teached me and stuff

Im able to work properly jor

Well today quite many ppl gok

And tiring walking here and there

Taking down orders ~ waiter ma

Well worte this blog as soon as I get back home

And have my supper

WooHoo ~

Supper I love you

Hope wont get fat bah

Haha

Cos fat I hate u

Work as waiter not bad gok

Can see so many leng lui

Cuci Mata la

kekeke

Anyway

Wanna oioi dy

Tomoro will be another tiring day gok

Have futsal then need to work

Nvm la

Happy to get myself busy

No need simply think

Haha

Plus Im Hardcore Boy

Can tahan geh

Damn miss my friends ar

ZzzZzz

Help me!!

Haha

Take care

Bye ~

Impossible City ~~> DuBAi !!

Attention!!

Fellow future architects

Did you ever heard of Dubai?

Dubai can be considered as one of the most outstanding city in the world

Not many people heard of this city

In fact I don't know about it either before

Then I saw it in National Geographics Channel

Dubai is known as "Impossible City"

Where it hold the world biggest story

It's a changing world

Growing faster and faster

Hold the world most unique tower

Burj Dubai

Which higher than any tower in the world

At april 2007 ---> Its height was 1250 feet

Which already surpassed New York's Empire State Building

At 12th August 2007 ---> It grew to 1730 feet

Taller than the World Trade Centre Antenna

And currently TALLEST MAN-MADE STRUCTURE on Earth

And guess what

It's still growing higher and higher almost like It's not gonna stop

All unique and special buildings were built in Dubai

As Dubai Prime Minister

Sheikh Mohammed Bin Rasyid Al-Maktoum

Who also vice-president of the UAE

Offered a chance to every architect in the world

To realise their mind bending and unique idea

In Dubai

In Dubai there is no RED TAPE

For the architects

If you have any crazy and innovative plans

Which is safe and clear

Try to bring it to Dubai

And show to the prime minister of Dubai

If it's clear enough

You might be granted to realise your big dream there!!

Believe it or not

See for yourself

P\s : Dubai is a city of revolution, not with GUNS nor BoMBs but with IDeaS and It grow friggin fast!As they wanna achieve better development not only GREENs in their eyes,they Think BIG unlike ... zZz

Hm...Little Fun at

First stop at Penang Island

Island consists of many Chinese and Indian

Damn nice

Stayed at normal hotel there

Can save $$$$

And lotsa food there

Better XD~

second day went to

A famous restaurant

But dono wat name

Forget Jor

First~

Camwhor~ing

With the dragon

But seems the dragon annoyed

Get kicked in the nuts

Wtf!!

Damn luckily still ABLE

Haha ~ XD

Then~!

Kena Makan la~~~

ZzzzZzz

Lol Those arent real la

Saje too boring waiting for the food

Trying to be creative by creating a scene

ZzzzZzz

Haha

The End

of Fei Chai story

This is one of the seafood

Named GEODUCK

Wth

Wat name lai de!!

U guess looks like what

ZzzZzz

To me It looked like a

Male reproductive organ

DICK!

ZzzZzz

Damn see le also no appetite

Maybe Its delicious

But I dont give a damn la

Eww~

Hahaha

Dint attract me~

Next

In front of my hotel~

Damn lotsa pigeon

Although not as much as Paris

U see

On the ground

So much crumbled bread

But im not the one who threw at them

It was the mamat that worked there

I just tumpang take picture only

with the pointing pose

zzzzz~

Then don't know squat at where

Forget dy...trying to be moodless

ZzzZzz

But in facts I am

Haha~

But who cares

lets move on

Then KL

Here I come!

~~~~

Actually just take a little picture at KL

Well

Just camwhoring

Oh ya

And I boought this TWILIGHT book

Nice thou

ahaha

I know I know

It's little late to buy it

But who cares

It worth it man^^

Bravo to Stephenie Meyer

XD

Damn nice book~

I love it

It gave me an "apple"

To feed on my hungry time

Haha~

Love WJ