...TENSIONS...

Its been a while since I experience this word TENSION.

Well today , I finally experienced it once more.

1st - assignments

This month we were thrown with bunch lots of assignments

But with friggin short deadlines.

I wonder why must the assignments all thrown to us together.

Well anyways,

Perhaps this is what they called College life.

I'll have to survive with it.

2nd - personal life

There is a lots of conflicts going on in my life.

That no one knows.

Some of its is not appropriate to say in blog.

So i'll just keep it for myself.

Lately I've been spare most of my time in front of my com.

Well for some reason.

Shhh =)

Im willing to wait.

This feeling made me jealous.

This feeling drove me mad.

This feeling makes me worry.

But at the same time

This feeling makes me happy.

This feeling comforts me.

This feeling make me feel love.

I really wanna ask help from time and my brain.

Time please give me more time

And brain can you stop thinking for a while???

Take a rest

These few weeks

My head full of you

Do you know that?

I need you

By my side

3rd

I just received a shocking news

From my uncle,

She said that my grand aunt just passed away

Haiz...

Due to those assignments

I might not able to see her for the last time.

This made me friggin hate assignment.

Im sorry if im not able to go back

I really are.

Rest in peace ya.

Haiz

May God bless you.

ASSIGNMENTS

PLEASE

GET

OUT

OF

MY

LIFE

P.s : I have a lot of problem and Im concealing it , but I don wanna bother you with it , I just keeping it for myself as I know you have your own problems , I need you , Do you know that?! =X

Haizz...

Emo-ing moment.