...TENSIONS...

Its been a while since I experience this word TENSION.

Well today , I finally experienced it once more.

1st - assignments

This month we were thrown with bunch lots of assignments

But with friggin short deadlines.

I wonder why must the assignments all thrown to us together.

Well anyways,

Perhaps this is what they called College life.

I'll have to survive with it.

2nd - personal life

There is a lots of conflicts going on in my life.

That no one knows.

Some of its is not appropriate to say in blog.

So i'll just keep it for myself.

Lately I've been spare most of my time in front of my com.

Well for some reason.

Shhh =)

Im willing to wait.

This feeling made me jealous.

This feeling drove me mad.

This feeling makes me worry.

But at the same time

This feeling makes me happy.

This feeling comforts me.

This feeling make me feel love.

I really wanna ask help from time and my brain.

Time please give me more time

And brain can you stop thinking for a while???

Take a rest

These few weeks

My head full of you

Do you know that?

I need you

By my side

3rd

I just received a shocking news

From my uncle,

She said that my grand aunt just passed away

Haiz...

Due to those assignments

I might not able to see her for the last time.

This made me friggin hate assignment.

Im sorry if im not able to go back

I really are.

Rest in peace ya.

Haiz

May God bless you.

ASSIGNMENTS

PLEASE

GET

OUT

OF

MY

LIFE

P.s : I have a lot of problem and Im concealing it , but I don wanna bother you with it , I just keeping it for myself as I know you have your own problems , I need you , Do you know that?! =X

Haizz...

Emo-ing moment.

25th August 2009

Hey again fella !!

Quite long din't update my blog already,

Well kind of busy with hell lots of assignments,

Basically thats cool as its my first time doing those stuff, I mean presentation.

Well so far so good,

Nothing special going on in my life yet,

Nothing unusal about me,

Just kinda miss my home and hometown,

Place where can eat like king and sleep like pig, XD

Nowadays cant get enough sleep due to some personal reason,

Well kinda get used to it now.

Well basically this is what I 've been doing lately

I dyed my hair, cut my hair, thanks to my cousin sister ^^

There this is how i look like now.

Well im not really in mood to write further so ADIOS Amigos... BYE

P:s --> I wish u could understand that i care so so much about u, too much that makes me wanna be with u...

Sleepless night Is back to Haunt me

Days after days,

Weeks after weeks,

Months after months,

Dark memories of the past has gradually vanguished swollen by the time,

At least that what I think before,

Dark memories wasn't that easy to get rid of,

Although I do agree that time do heal,

That is no doubt about it,

But, once there's a scar, there always be a scar,

Even if u undergo plastic surgery or what,

It still there mentally,

Anyway, the past sleepless night has AGAIN come to haunt me,

Every night sleep at 2 or 3 am,

Sometimes doesn't even sleep,

Felt so suffer at first, but after a while, the pain has became so numb,

These few nights, all the past memories, has flew back to me,

Some was comforting and some wasn't,

No matter it's good or not,

I still kinda miss it,

I don't think I ever have the strength to think too much about it,

But I know what I want,

I want my previous life back, the life once I think there were no ending at all,

The life where I cherish my "diamond" most,

The life with my family and relatives,

As it's hard to fake around like Im okay,

It's hard to conceal my real feeling,

All the sudden, I felt lonely again,

All the sudden, I lost my ways one more time,

Suddenly, my angel's image rise up to me again and start to fade again,

And she was too far away like I cant even reach up to her,

Back then I was too anxious to get to the top of the mountain,

Till I forget what my principles were,

Now , I only can reminisce ,

This one sweet scar is never gonna healed and being replace by anyone,

As this is the most precious and the very first scar I ever have,

And I know why I missed those moment,

As she was one of the kind,

If time may turn back, I wish and I will makes things better again,

But sadly that aint gonna happen,

Once more,

The life is so quiet and lonesome again,,,

ps : My heart always think of u , cant stop thinking since the first day I've met u , although the time was short ... but I missed you so so much ...

I had to off , this feeling is killing me , but I felt better writing it out

Love BaByWj

1/8/09

Hm...its been a while folks

Now we met again

Its been a while for me to get online as there is some problem

Well that doesn't matter now

I can finally online

4Meg sounds great huh

Still its fine for me

Anyway

Today went to Sungai Wang to meet my sis

Well lucky for me

No need to wait for Ktm

But have to run to get to the train la

As the train all FULL!!

Have to go in and the train was like a sardin in the tin

ZzzZzz

Then meet up with my sis

We went to eat together

KimGary Restaurant

Yum...

The food is nice but unfortunately no photo of it

Hehe...

Then we went our seperate ways * lazy wan describe what we do XD

Then I went back

Let's have a little brief bout my college's life

It was nice as I knew many new friends

Girls Boys hyperactive ppl

All got XD

After few weeks being Taylorian

Finally some challenges showed up

Assignment...

Sienzz...

Anyway

Last Thursday went for a trip to National Musuem

Here's some pics

Have a look

~~ Well ~~

Hope will have interesting assignment instead of boring one

Thats all for today

Adios

Ciao~

ps * My feeling very complicated now...perhapss... ???!! What did I still think about ?? blur larrr... @.@