Its been a while since I experience this word TENSION.
Well today , I finally experienced it once more.
1st - assignments
This month we were thrown with bunch lots of assignments
But with friggin short deadlines.
I wonder why must the assignments all thrown to us together.
Well anyways,
Perhaps this is what they called College life.
I'll have to survive with it.
2nd - personal life
There is a lots of conflicts going on in my life.
That no one knows.
Some of its is not appropriate to say in blog.
So i'll just keep it for myself.
Lately I've been spare most of my time in front of my com.
Well for some reason.
Shhh =)
Im willing to wait.
This feeling made me jealous.
This feeling drove me mad.
This feeling makes me worry.
But at the same time
This feeling makes me happy.
This feeling comforts me.
This feeling make me feel love.
I really wanna ask help from time and my brain.
Time please give me more time
And brain can you stop thinking for a while???
Take a rest
These few weeks
My head full of you
Do you know that?
I need you
By my side
3rd
I just received a shocking news
From my uncle,
She said that my grand aunt just passed away
Haiz...
Due to those assignments
I might not able to see her for the last time.
This made me friggin hate assignment.
Im sorry if im not able to go back
I really are.
Rest in peace ya.
Haiz
May God bless you.
ASSIGNMENTS
PLEASE
GET
OUT
OF
MY
LIFE
P.s : I have a lot of problem and Im concealing it , but I don wanna bother you with it , I just keeping it for myself as I know you have your own problems , I need you , Do you know that?! =X
Haizz...
Emo-ing moment.