ThE SoUL KeEpEr

...TENSIONS...

2009-08-29T14:12:00.002+08:00

Its been a while since I experience this word TENSION.

Well today , I finally experienced it once more.

1st - assignments

This month we were thrown with bunch lots of assignments

But with friggin short deadlines.

I wonder why must the assignments all thrown to us together.

Well anyways,

Perhaps this is what they called College life.

I'll have to survive with it.

2nd - personal life

There is a lots of conflicts going on in my life.

That no one knows.

Some of its is not appropriate to say in blog.

So i'll just keep it for myself.

Lately I've been spare most of my time in front of my com.

Well for some reason.

Shhh =)

Im willing to wait.

This feeling made me jealous.

This feeling drove me mad.

This feeling makes me worry.

But at the same time

This feeling makes me happy.

This feeling comforts me.

This feeling make me feel love.

I really wanna ask help from time and my brain.

Time please give me more time

And brain can you stop thinking for a while???

Take a rest

These few weeks

My head full of you

Do you know that?

I need you

By my side

3rd

I just received a shocking news

From my uncle,

She said that my grand aunt just passed away

Haiz...

Due to those assignments

I might not able to see her for the last time.

This made me friggin hate assignment.

Im sorry if im not able to go back

I really are.

Rest in peace ya.

Haiz

May God bless you.

ASSIGNMENTS

PLEASE

GET

OUT

LIFE

P.s : I have a lot of problem and Im concealing it , but I don wanna bother you with it , I just keeping it for myself as I know you have your own problems , I need you , Do you know that?! =X

Haizz...

Emo-ing moment.

25th August 2009

2009-08-25T18:22:00.003+08:00

Hey again fella !!

Quite long din't update my blog already,

Well kind of busy with hell lots of assignments,

Basically thats cool as its my first time doing those stuff, I mean presentation.

Well so far so good,

Nothing special going on in my life yet,

Nothing unusal about me,

Just kinda miss my home and hometown,

Place where can eat like king and sleep like pig, XD

Nowadays cant get enough sleep due to some personal reason,

Well kinda get used to it now.

Well basically this is what I 've been doing lately

I dyed my hair, cut my hair, thanks to my cousin sister ^^

There this is how i look like now.

Well im not really in mood to write further so ADIOS Amigos... BYE

P:s --> I wish u could understand that i care so so much about u, too much that makes me wanna be with u...

Sleepless night Is back to Haunt me

2009-08-02T01:14:00.003+08:00

Days after days,

Weeks after weeks,

Months after months,

Dark memories of the past has gradually vanguished swollen by the time,

At least that what I think before,

Dark memories wasn't that easy to get rid of,

Although I do agree that time do heal,

That is no doubt about it,

But, once there's a scar, there always be a scar,

Even if u undergo plastic surgery or what,

It still there mentally,

Anyway, the past sleepless night has AGAIN come to haunt me,

Every night sleep at 2 or 3 am,

Sometimes doesn't even sleep,

Felt so suffer at first, but after a while, the pain has became so numb,

These few nights, all the past memories, has flew back to me,

Some was comforting and some wasn't,

No matter it's good or not,

I still kinda miss it,

I don't think I ever have the strength to think too much about it,

But I know what I want,

I want my previous life back, the life once I think there were no ending at all,

The life where I cherish my "diamond" most,

The life with my family and relatives,

As it's hard to fake around like Im okay,

It's hard to conceal my real feeling,

All the sudden, I felt lonely again,

All the sudden, I lost my ways one more time,

Suddenly, my angel's image rise up to me again and start to fade again,

And she was too far away like I cant even reach up to her,

Back then I was too anxious to get to the top of the mountain,

Till I forget what my principles were,

Now , I only can reminisce ,

This one sweet scar is never gonna healed and being replace by anyone,

As this is the most precious and the very first scar I ever have,

And I know why I missed those moment,

As she was one of the kind,

If time may turn back, I wish and I will makes things better again,

But sadly that aint gonna happen,

Once more,

The life is so quiet and lonesome again,,,

ps : My heart always think of u , cant stop thinking since the first day I've met u , although the time was short ... but I missed you so so much ...

I had to off , this feeling is killing me , but I felt better writing it out

Love BaByWj

1/8/09

2009-08-01T20:53:00.003+08:00

Hm...its been a while folks

Now we met again

Its been a while for me to get online as there is some problem

Well that doesn't matter now

I can finally online

4Meg sounds great huh

Still its fine for me

Anyway

Today went to Sungai Wang to meet my sis

Well lucky for me

No need to wait for Ktm

But have to run to get to the train la

As the train all FULL!!

Have to go in and the train was like a sardin in the tin

ZzzZzz

Then meet up with my sis

We went to eat together

KimGary Restaurant

Yum...

The food is nice but unfortunately no photo of it

Hehe...

Then we went our seperate ways * lazy wan describe what we do XD

Then I went back

Let's have a little brief bout my college's life

It was nice as I knew many new friends

Girls Boys hyperactive ppl

All got XD

After few weeks being Taylorian

Finally some challenges showed up

Assignment...

Sienzz...

Anyway

Last Thursday went for a trip to National Musuem

Here's some pics

Have a look

~~ Well ~~

Hope will have interesting assignment instead of boring one

Thats all for today

Adios

Ciao~

ps * My feeling very complicated now...perhapss... ???!! What did I still think about ?? blur larrr... @.@

TAGGED

2009-07-24T00:56:00.005+08:00

1. Besides lips,where is your favorite spot to get kiss?

-->Cheeks ^^

2. How do you feel when you wake up this morning?

-->Like just wake up from hell?? Tired

3. Who was the last person you took photo with?

-->My Friends

4. Would you consider yourself to be spoiled?

--> Hm...not really ~~

5. Would you ever donate blood?

-->Yea...but dono enough blood or not

6. Have you ever had a best friend who was the opposite sex?

-->Ofcors....! ^^

7. Do you want someone dead?

-->Not at all...

8. What does your last text massage says?

-->Hey where are u guys??

9. What are you thinking right now?

-->My past memories and current problems

10. Do you wish someone to be with you right now?

-->Yea...really need accompany

11. What time you went to bed last night ?

--> 3am

12. Where do you buy the T-shirt that you’re wearing now ?

-->Its free...lolx

13. Is someone in your mind right now ?

--> Hm...someone important??

14. Who was the last person to texted you ?

-->Wei Jie

15. 10 people to tag to do this quiz.

1) Calwin
2) Niaseng
3) Lynn
4) Esther
5) Cheepoh
6) Viking
7) Angie
8) Chocolate
9) Angela
10)JJ

16. Who is 2 having relationship with ?

--> Not available lar...hahaha

17. Is 3 male or female ?

- -> 101% is a SHE..

18. if 7 & 10 get together, would it be a good thing ?

--> Hmmm...Dono

19. What is 1 studying about ?

-->Medic...future doctor lee

20. When was the last time you had a chat with 5 ?

-->Er...Forgot

21. Is 4 single ?

--> nope

22. Say something about 2.

--> Kind

23. What do you think about 3 & 6 being together?

--> Hm...impossible i think??

24. Describe 9.

--> Er...didint noe her well...Cute gal??

25. What would you do if 6 & 7 fight ?

--> Wahhh~!! Boy no hit girl gua

26. Do you like 8 ?

--> Hm...dint know her...

LIST THREE FAVORITE COLOURS:
1.Pink

2.WHite

3. Black

Taylorian's and KL Life

2009-07-22T23:00:00.003+08:00

Sorry ah...disappeared for sometimes...
Actually i don't have much inspiration to write also...
Due to friends keep asking me why dint I update my blog...
I have to update bit...
Sorry sorry to friends...

Well so far , I live a good life after started new life as taylorian...
Except, my economic problem still havent solved since the day I stepped into KL
Haha...now is all about money money money $$$
Living cost so damn high !!
Well...have to budget anyway....
I knew so many friend after i came here...
Im grateful...hahaha...plus taylor is a good school...^^
I like it... wish to knew more friends...
Of course , I knew some friends from KDU
They all very nice...playful and friendly
I like being with friends...
But still seeing some sweet scene makes me recall back those memories...
Miss it much... haha XD

Thats all for tonight... Adios!! ^^
Ciao ~~

02.07.09

2009-07-02T14:09:00.002+08:00

Bonsoir~!

Paiseh lar...few days already I din't online...
Currently lost connection with internet for a while,
Hopefully will get a hold with internet again soon...
Haha XD... I miss you internet...
This few days I currently lepak at my cousin's house at damansara
Quite fun staying here, this few days i keep following her to school,
Like bodyguard pulok, paiseh la, if I disturbed the class -- outsider ma ~
I attended math class and micro-economics class at KDU
Knew few new friends too...they quite warm and funny anyways ~
Yesterday went to play basketball with them,
Walao, I damn shocked that my stamina has decreased that much lor,
Like ah pek play ball, hahahaXD
I made someone injured in a little competition, paiseh ar ~ hope u're ok... hahaz
Thats all la... lazy describe all...lolx
Sayonara ~~

ps : congratulation to someone who has passed her "shi mian"...good luck and all the best in ur next round ya...^^ I'll always back u up and give u support ^^ take care ...Lov...

25.06.09

2009-06-25T01:44:00.002+08:00

1.45 a.m

Today, whole day stare at computer,

Hm...intend to play Restaurant City * addicted after someone intro it to me*

But currently on maintainance today

Too bad!!

But still my ass was still sticking on my bed

As I watched movie for one whole day

Hm...most of the friends left so its kinda boring

So stayed at home nia lor *guai zai leh* Zzzz

Aiya conclusion was

Whole day facing my com!

Muahahaha

-End-

*Ps/: These few days we less chat jor,feel so odd haizz....take care of ur health ya... ^.<>

Listen to this !!

2009-06-22T12:43:00.000+08:00

Rock the hell out

JibJab production

21.06.09

2009-06-21T00:07:00.002+08:00

Saturday midnight -12.07 a.m.-

Fuhh...

Just got back from work

Today's work so damn boring

Less customers

So just sit on the chair

Drink drink drink

Then eat eat eat

Thanks to boss for treating me eat as today was my last day at work

After I finished my task

And I get my cut

What else say goodbye to all my new friends

Then go home

After reached home

Here I am

Online-ing and blogging again

But Im gonna off soon

As there is no one to chat

Hm...

Thats all for tonight

Not really in the mood to write much

Going to bath and sleep

*Ps:

Tomoro is ur undang test right , gambadeh o...^^or in german Viel Glück!

All the best,always support you ya ^^...don sleep too late too... lov

20.6.09

2009-06-20T10:07:00.002+08:00

-Saturday-

Now is 3 a.m

But I cant even shut my eyes

The enviroment was so quiet but yet so damn hot

My room was like an microwave and I was like a "chicken" inside

Im "cooked" all night long

I cant sleep as it's too hot

All this happened as my air-conditioner spoilt

Cant switch on because when it's on

It will like squirt out water throughout the "indoor unit"

At this moment,I just realised that how important to have an air conditioner during hot hot day

But I still going to try to shut my eyes

Till then

I'll stop here

Good night/morning

*Ps = Last day at work today , will have more time to sit in front of my computer and wait ~

18.6.09

2009-06-18T00:03:00.002+08:00

12.00am sharp ( currently now)~

Lots of things came into my minds again

But this time is all the good stuff and making me anxious

I really looking forward on that

Well my sleeplife has returned to normal

Thanks to GOD

Im so happy that im lighten up once again

Without worrying anything

Now I feeling fresh and steady

New challenges awaits

And I preparing to face it

Wish me luck

And hope **God bless me**

Help me to get one chance to win this challenge

This chance comes once in a while

Hard to get another chances like this

P/s :

Take good care of your health ya , and don lazy reply my sms lar...ahahaha...just kidding wont force u ya...adii~~osss ^.<

Probably leaving to KL soon ~ in about a week perhaps

Random post ~

2009-06-13T12:39:00.002+08:00

Life is Hard

Hell yeah its true

But there is another word hiding behind the word "Hard"

Which is Happiness

Like everyone said "hard at first enjoy at last" (correct or not dono la)

Anyway , thats the facts

Most of our life paths are full with test and thorns

If we manage to get over it

Then our life would be better

All this requires huge amounts of perseverance and patience

Its true that everyone will face their fall and failure in their life

But we cant give up just like that

We have to get our head held high

As there's always another chance

So we have to climb back up and keep moving on

Failed once doesnt meant failed forever

Me myself met the fall too

But after think and think and think for a long time

I realised that Im not the only one who fall

There's always someone that meet harder challenges in their life

This make me realised that

Sitting aside and nag about it wont do any good

So why not I do something else and move on

By letting bygone be bygone

Sometimes, we cant change things like the way we want

So we have to let it go and climb up for the next challenge

We still young , there's lot of thing we haven't experience

I have to admit

I made quite lots of mistakes before

I done silly things

I prattled

I act childishly

I said wrong things

And Etc

But if i dint do this mistake before

I will never know it

And will keep doing it in future

And im thankful that I realised it earlier

Everyone does mistakes

But do they dare enough to admit it?

Do they sincere enough to change?

Do they able to learn from mistakes?

Thats what important~

Its hard to achieve what u want

But its even harder if u keep nagging and give up

Its hard to hate someone

But its even harder to love someone

Its hard to give up wat u like

But its even harder to give up who u love

Its hard to share

But its even harder to keep it for yourself

Its hard to love someone

But its even harder to let that someone go

Its hard to change

But its even harder trying to be another person

Its hard to success

But its even harder if we dint try our best

Its hard to argue

But its harder to break up

.....

Enough lar ~ wakao too much dy lazy write... XD

Conclusion is life do hard

Its how we face it and make it easier for us

Remember fell once doesnt mean forever

There always do have another chance

Just need to be strong

Ps\: Special thanks to "time" who made me realised all this...

Love is Blind

Love WJ

Wow...tiring day ~

2009-06-09T00:59:00.002+08:00

Today

Start my first day at work

Not bad la

At first quite "Bak Ka"

But after while my boss teached me and stuff

Im able to work properly jor

Well today quite many ppl gok

And tiring walking here and there

Taking down orders ~ waiter ma

Well worte this blog as soon as I get back home

And have my supper

WooHoo ~

Supper I love you

Hope wont get fat bah

Haha

Cos fat I hate u

Work as waiter not bad gok

Can see so many leng lui

Cuci Mata la

kekeke

Anyway

Wanna oioi dy

Tomoro will be another tiring day gok

Have futsal then need to work

Nvm la

Happy to get myself busy

No need simply think

Haha

Plus Im Hardcore Boy

Can tahan geh

Damn miss my friends ar

ZzzZzz

Help me!!

Haha

Take care

Bye ~

Impossible City ~~> DuBAi !!

2009-06-08T10:34:00.005+08:00

Attention!!

Fellow future architects

Did you ever heard of Dubai?

Dubai can be considered as one of the most outstanding city in the world

Not many people heard of this city

In fact I don't know about it either before

Then I saw it in National Geographics Channel

Dubai is known as "Impossible City"

Where it hold the world biggest story

It's a changing world

Growing faster and faster

Hold the world most unique tower

Burj Dubai

Which higher than any tower in the world

At april 2007 ---> Its height was 1250 feet

Which already surpassed New York's Empire State Building

At 12th August 2007 ---> It grew to 1730 feet

Taller than the World Trade Centre Antenna

And currently TALLEST MAN-MADE STRUCTURE on Earth

And guess what

It's still growing higher and higher almost like It's not gonna stop

All unique and special buildings were built in Dubai

As Dubai Prime Minister

Sheikh Mohammed Bin Rasyid Al-Maktoum

Who also vice-president of the UAE

Offered a chance to every architect in the world

To realise their mind bending and unique idea

In Dubai

In Dubai there is no RED TAPE

For the architects

If you have any crazy and innovative plans

Which is safe and clear

Try to bring it to Dubai

And show to the prime minister of Dubai

If it's clear enough

You might be granted to realise your big dream there!!

Believe it or not

See for yourself

P\s : Dubai is a city of revolution, not with GUNS nor BoMBs but with IDeaS and It grow friggin fast!As they wanna achieve better development not only GREENs in their eyes,they Think BIG unlike ... zZz

Hm...Little Fun at

2009-06-04T19:00:00.004+08:00

First stop at Penang Island

Island consists of many Chinese and Indian

Damn nice

Stayed at normal hotel there

Can save $$$$

And lotsa food there

Better XD~

second day went to

A famous restaurant

But dono wat name

Forget Jor

First~

Camwhor~ing

With the dragon

But seems the dragon annoyed

Get kicked in the nuts

Wtf!!

Damn luckily still ABLE

Haha ~ XD

Then~!

Kena Makan la~~~

ZzzzZzz

Lol Those arent real la

Saje too boring waiting for the food

Trying to be creative by creating a scene

ZzzzZzz

Haha

The End

of Fei Chai story

This is one of the seafood

Named GEODUCK

Wth

Wat name lai de!!

U guess looks like what

ZzzZzz

To me It looked like a

Male reproductive organ

DICK!

ZzzZzz

Damn see le also no appetite

Maybe Its delicious

But I dont give a damn la

Eww~

Hahaha

Dint attract me~

In front of my hotel~

Damn lotsa pigeon

Although not as much as Paris

U see

On the ground

So much crumbled bread

But im not the one who threw at them

It was the mamat that worked there

I just tumpang take picture only

with the pointing pose

zzzzz~

Then don't know squat at where

Forget dy...trying to be moodless

ZzzZzz

But in facts I am

Haha~

But who cares

lets move on

Then KL

Here I come!

~~~~

Actually just take a little picture at KL

Well

Just camwhoring

Oh ya

And I boought this TWILIGHT book

Nice thou

ahaha

I know I know

It's little late to buy it

But who cares

It worth it man^^

Bravo to Stephenie Meyer

Damn nice book~

I love it

It gave me an "apple"

To feed on my hungry time

Haha~

Love WJ

Im back ~ !!

2009-06-04T18:45:00.003+08:00

Yoyoyo~

Im back to my home sweet home

First of all

I have something to announce

Look at this picture

What a piece of crap

It doesn't even last for a year

WTF~Zzzz

What a disgrace to Terengganu

Don't know whose fault it is

But one thing for sure

That person is so SCREWED~~

Anyway

Thank God

No one was injured or killed in that tragedy

Only vehicles were damaged

LUCKILY man!!!

Next time

Be sure about the buildings' safety

Before you approve anything

Don just think about green

And forget about people's life

Thats all from me

Haha

Peace~~

P/s: Sorry John dint meant it...hahaha it's just Im kinda down lately so hope u understand...anyway add u jor^^

Goodbye~Kt for a week

2009-05-31T00:39:00.002+08:00

Yeah!

Tomoro can leave Kt for while

Yea a peaceful place instead but yet ehem ehem

Need to find something dangerous to do

As usual

Haha

Im crazy alright

Well

Hope can have fun there

All pretty places here I come!!

WooHoo

Must take pic kao kao

As promised someone

Haha

Ps/:

Thanks to all friends tonight,Im happy alright..>XD

And to my good friend who I care most

You look pretty tonight

So no worries~XD

Kaka

Love WJ

I cant live without you

2009-05-29T16:53:00.002+08:00

Today

My neighbourhood had temporarily out of electricity

Due to some problem

The T&B guys was trying to fix the problem

So they cut the electricity

From 10am to 4.45pm

Actually the notice state the time interval was

From 10am to 7pm

Bravo to them

They save our friggin life

In the very moment

I just realise how much I cant live without you

ELECTRICITY

I love you

Without you We wont able to surf the net and switch on the air cond

We wont able to enjoy these things

Thank you

So next time remember save electricity

Its important to us

Save electricity means save money

Muahahaha

Loveyaelectric

Jun

Today~Unbelievable

2009-05-29T02:11:00.004+08:00

Today I woke up at noon

First time ar

I couldn't post this any sooner as my line was sucks

Only get to post it at 2 am now

I cant sleep so I just post a random post about what I did today

Today I only leave my room twice

First to eat lunch and bath

Second to eat dinner and futsal

Now I lock myself in the room again

As I start thinking stuff that I shouldn't today

Anyways thanks to someone

Who accompanied me just now

So that I wont feel that lonely

I appreciate it friend

So get back to topic

I went to futsal at 7.30pm

It wasn't that fun as there is too many ppl

4 teams in one court

ZzzzZZz

Sienx tou sei

After that

I went to ttc alone to have my supper

And I went to TnB

Just to take a look at her house from below

Well although that time raining

Don't know what am I thinking either

Then went home

After bath I just watch movies till 2am

Which is now here i am

Writing this blog

And I was suprised

When I take a tour to other peeps blog

Another unexpected answer and events

Eventually I guess

It will never be the same again

And I hereby wish you guys

Happy

Thats all

I'll step away

I don wanna care anymore

Im sick of the dramas

You won and I lost

I'll fade from time to time

Good Luck!!

;)

Well peeps thats the end of my chapter

Wanna take a stroll to my fairytale dream

Bye

Good night everyone

GodknowsIhatelies

Jun

In about one week,she'll leave....But don worry be happy

2009-05-28T13:06:00.008+08:00

One more week

Then she will say goodbye to all of us

Im gonna miss her a lot

Friggin' lot i would say

Haha

But anyway I wish her a perfect journey and nice life there

You always be my special girl

Know ma

"Tree Fish"

Haha

All the best at your new home

Sincerely wish you ya

Don worry Be happy

Present one song to you

Friends make our life Prettier

2009-05-26T01:23:00.012+08:00

JL & WJ

This is why we need friends

Friends give us fun give us happiness

When we sad,they comfort us

When we happy,they share with us

Conclusion is we do need friends

Vincent,me,Shuyi,Jasleen,ChoonJiat,Fongteng

To someone I respected most:~

I just wanna move on without simply think again

Whatever I did,I said

I never doubted you

What I can said is

Sometimes what I did

Its just not like what you think

Perhap you don understand what I've been doing

Still it doesn't matter

I don want this to continue like this

Hence

We need time

To settle down

And let u have your space to

Achieve what u want

Do what u want

Yet forget all this

As I know u never wish for all this

Me too

Anyway

U always be my friend ya

And I miss your everything

Especially ur warmth & ur love

SameLove WJ

Mwahx

Disaster ~ God Creation ~ What A Beauty~~

2009-05-24T15:01:00.008+08:00

Volcano Eruption

~Isnt it beautiful??

Destructive Tornado

~Cool isn't it??

Thuderstorm + Lightning

~This is the best

~Although it's dangerous but it is indeed beautiful

These pics I never saw it in Tv b4

~Duno true or not la but who give a damn...Its nice

~Tornado + Lighting

~Volcano eruption + Lightning

These two is meteor strikes

~When they strikes us

~Means Earth = Gone

This phenomenon are called disaster

Most people hate to see this

But I love to see it

its not that I wish for it but

B4 I die

I do wish Im able to explore and search for them

Before I give out my last breath

It just too beautiful

Its God creation man

I love it

I love nature

Anyway

Due to human's ignorance to our mother nature

Now

Our earth

Facing all kind of weird weather

Weird diseases

We need to remember one thing

Our Earth is aging

She's Old

If we dint do anything to save her

There wouldn't be tomoro anymore

All nature will be destroy

We will die too

So together

We try our best to save our Earth

Peace~

P.s :

Don think im crazy k...muahhahaha XD

Well maybe Im crazy...ZzzZzz But Whatever la...

Love Jun

Need Time~~~TIME!!

2009-05-23T21:34:00.002+08:00

Oh God

Once again

I have met the thorny route

I really need time man

I wish You can just give me more than 24 hours

For me to get alone

To calm down

To regain what I lost

In the route

Now Im once again lost

And trying to find the exit

But this time

I wanna find it alone

I dont wanna ask for help

Act pitiful just to get by my thorny life

I want the thorns

Cut me so deep

So deep until I wont forget

How I get into this mess at the first place

Its all matter of time

Time

Is A factor that bring us to meet with our destiny

Slowly or fast-ly

we will meet it

Time

Time Time

Don wanna write further

As I don even know what am I crappin bout

ZzzZzzZ

Bye

Ps: Starting to lose ability to read ppl's mind

EmoILoveYou

My life is a maze so as everyone's life

2009-05-23T12:39:00.004+08:00

When I open up my eyelid every morning

All sort of thinking

Fly back to me

Then

I will spend about an hour

Think think think

Of the same

Nice and bad

Sweet and bitter

What should I do and what shouldn't I do

Happiness and hardship

Memories & Experiences

Years and years before 2009

Of My previous life

Somethimes I'll smile

Sometimes I'll tears

Sometimes I'll laugh

Sometimes I'll cry

Sometimes I'll feel satisfied

Sometimes Im Not

All this bring one phrase of meaningful words to me

And that is

Life Is A maze

In order to achieve what we want

We have to find a way out

Not give up in the middle of the maze

When we find thorns in the middle of the maze

We must find a way to cut down the thorns

Even if the thorns do cut through us

And leave a scar on us

We still have to move on

Although scar will always be there once we get it

To me scar is a sign of memory

That keeps reminding us of the past

Its hard to forget of our past

Its hard to forget of who we were at the past

And nothing is easy

If we recall back all what we been through before

To successfully complete this maze

We requires to go through all kind of state

Determination

Perseverance

Patience

Toleration

Rasional thinking

Mature decision

Research

Proof

Trust

Love

Care

Pain

Hurt

Sad

Tears

Laughter

Smile

Happiness

Bla bla bla

So think back

And you will see

Our life Is actually full of sorrowness and pain

Before we successfully achieve

Our real happiness

Most of the states

I have been through

I felt all kind of complicated feeling

This kind of feeling really made me lost in my maze

But for your information

Its just a beginning of my maze

Its still a long way to finally reach the end point

But I nearly falling apart cause of the thorns that cuts me

Luckily Im able to stand up again

After getting cut by thorns

Those scars

Wakes me up in the darkness and lead me through the thorns

My life full of scar

Which slowly brings me to a better route

In my Life

Im glad that our life maze

Is full of thorns

Maybe you all blur with this post

But I tell you what

Thorns=Cuts=Pains=Scars=Memories=Experience

Im rather cut by millions of thorns

Than to give up my life

A Trip to Kerteh and Kemaman and Night Activities

2009-05-22T23:48:00.022+08:00

First Stop ~~ Mesra Mall at Kerteh

Inside~~Got Burger King

~~Got Pizza hut

~~Got Big Apple Donut

~~Got Popular

~~Bla Bla Bla

Next Stop~~Taman Rekreasi & Mini Zoo Kemaman

RM 5 for adult~~Cheap Right

Nice touching Female Elephant~~pfffttt = =

My Bro with elephant

Phun hun on the elephant~~ enjoy nyer!!

Me again

This is the list of picture of the animal i took there

* Still got some cage havent finish built

I Love this pic the most...Looks like couple

Its like these two bird dialouge is

Male Bird:I love you

Female Bird:I love you too

Male Bird: Will you be my girl

Female Bird: Yes I will but u promise u wont leave me k??

Male Bird: Ya I will give u all my love and keep my promise

Female Bird: Pinkie pinkie??

Male Bird: == we don't have fingers remember??

Female Bird:Oh ya hor...paiseh

Male Bird:Blur semacam but I still Love you nah^^

Female Bird:(touched)Love you too

Awww...I wish I can be just like you two

haha...well

*Wish these two happy together

Live happily ever after

Haha

We Are Couple for Eternity

This one is the most noisiest bird i ever seen

Haha...saw i coming nge nge "menjerit" ah ah!!

Big Eye Bird

Most lansi bird hahaha

These kind of bird...Very good

Saw me coming with a camera on my hand

Terus fly to me

Its like they say : Hey Take my pic take my pic !!!!

Haha

swt

Pretty Bird

Bird : What you looking at ass****s

zzzz

Amazon fish man

Nice!!!

Poccupine Nice but smelly

small poccupine

Sloth

Musang (fox)

This is Bear...damn small

This is beaver I think

Damn envy nyer

can sleep together by hugging

Good for you nah! ^^

Then at night go yamchar with my friends talk talk talk at zies corner

Then went home out again with Bro eat eat eat at Trophix

but no appetite la

haha

Eat Kao Suak

Haha

~~~

Well lazy Blog doh

Headache man

Bye!!

Ladies and gentlemen

please excuse me

Love Baby Jun * Emo Rocks

Same Love ya

What A Boring Day~~

2009-05-22T00:38:00.002+08:00

Walao

Today can use one word to decribe my whole day

SIENx

As usual on9 ,eat ,drink ,sleep

Bla bla bla

Sienx till wanna die ar

Well Luckily still able to went out with member

At night

lol

Rush to his house at 7.30 and sent his bro to tuition

Help his mom

Then yam char till 12

So damn long

nge nge change place...

first stop Zies Corner

Then Batu Burok

Then McD

Then The Tower

Nge nge talk nia

Nth to do in KT

Sien

This song I dedicated specially from my heart

2009-05-20T12:41:00.006+08:00

If the heart is always searching,

Can you ever find a home?

I've been looking for that someone,

I'll never make it on my own.

Dreams can't take the place of loving you,

There's gotta be a million reasons why it's true

When you look me in the eyes,

And tell me that you love me.

Everything's alright,

When you're right here by my side.

When you look me in the eyes,

I catch a glimpse of heaven.

I find my paradise,

When you look me in the eyes.

How long will I be waiting,

To be with you again

Gonna tell you that I love you,

In the best way that I can.

I can't take a day without you here,

You're the light that makes my darkness disappear.

When you look me in the eyes,

And tell me that you love me.

Everything's alright,

When you're right here by my side.

When you look me in the eyes,

I catch a glimpse of heaven.

I find my paradise,

When you look me in the eyes.

More and more, I start to realize,

I can reach my tomorrow,

I can hold my head high,

And it's all because you're by my side.

When you look me in the eyes,

And tell me that you love me.

Everything's alright,

When you're right here by my side.

When I hold you in my arms

I know that it's forever

I just gotta let you know

I never wanna let you go

Cause when you look me in the eyes.

And tell me that you love me.

Everything's alright,

When you're right here by my side.

When you look me in the eyes,

I catch a glimpse of heaven.

I find my paradise,

When you look me in the eyes.

This song strongly hold what in my mind all along

Its a very meaningful song to me

Hope the listener will enjoy it ^^

Thats all from DJ WJ

Lolx~

And This Is Her One of Her favourite reggea Song

2009-05-20T12:30:00.006+08:00

Presenting Pitbull ~~ The Anthem

This is the lyrics

Everybody knows this right here

Your mother, your father, yous sister, your brother

Abuela y abuelo, everybody sing along!

Latino!!

Mami el negro, cubano

Mami el negro, puertoriqueno

Mami el negro, dominicano

Mami el negro, mexicano

Mami el negro esta rabioso

El quiere tu azucar, y tu no se lo das

Esa morena esta sabrosa Y cuando tu la tocas,

ella se vuelve loca

Mami el negro esta rabioso

El quiere tu azucar, y tu no se lo das

Esa morena esta sabrosa Y cuando tu la tocas,

ella se vuelve loca

Mami que sera lo que quiere el negro

(a mi que me importa)

yo lo que quiero es esa loca, (dale dale loca)

Mami que sera lo que quiere el negro

(a mi que me importa)

yo lo que quiero es esa loca, (dale dale loca)

Lil Jon:Lets go

Hey hey, baby give it to me, don't play-play

She was like O.K K K

Started clapping her ass like ay bey bey, ay bey bey, ay bey bey

She told me that her mamas latin, dads asian

Abuela esta loca, abuelos hatian

Y yo soy cubano and I'm impatient

So do me a favor, lets skip conversation

I just wanna taste ya ASAP

Take ya ASAP, to the room ASAP

Zoom zoom ASAP, boom boom take that

OOOHH I like that!

When you fight that!

Mami el negro esta rabioso

El quiere tu azucar, y tu no se lo das

Esa morena esta sabrosa

Y cuando tu la tocas, ella se vuelve loca

Mami que sera lo que quiere el negro

(a mi que me importa)

yo lo que quiero es esa loca, (dale dale loca)

Mami que sera lo que quiere el negro

(a mi que me importa)

yo lo que quiero es esa loca, (dale dale loca)

See you with your heels, sexy shirt

I See you with your man, you threw me a smirk

You See me with your girls, you started to flirt

Back of the club, hand up her skirt

Hand full of ass, I'm trying to hold on

Girls gone wild, all night long

She had no bra, and no thong

One more shot, baby its on (lets go)

She's a wild thing, and she loves to do wild things

So we did the wild thing,

I'm a freak but I aint gon' lie

That thing was fine man, everybody say...

Mami el negro esta rabioso

El quiere tu azucar, y tu no se lo das

Esa morena esta sabrosa

Y cuando tu la tocas, ella se vuelve loca

Mami que sera lo que quiere el negro

(a mi que me importa)

yo lo que quiero es esa loca, (dale dale loca)

Mami que sera lo que quiere el negro

(a mi que me importa)

yo lo que quiero es esa loca, (dale dale loca)

Lil Jon: Get nasty, get freaky, you sexy, you fine

Get nasty, get freaky, you sexy, you fine

Go go go, go girl

Go go, go girl

Shake your ass to the beat, shake your ass to the beat

Hey!

Mami el negro esta rabioso

El quiere tu azucar, y tu no se lo das

Esa morena esta sabrosa

Y cuando tu la tocas, ella se vuelve loca

Mami que sera lo que quiere el negro

(a mi que me importa)

yo lo que quiero es esa loca, (dale dale loca)

Mami que sera lo que quiere el negro

(a mi que me importa)

yo lo que quiero es esa loca, (dale dale loca)

Lil Jon: Take it to the flo' now

Yo te doy lo tuyo

Ahora, dame lo mio

Yo te doy lo tuyo

Ahora, dame lo mio

Yo te doy lo tuyo

Ahora, dame lo mio (let's go now)

Yo te doy lo tuyo

Ahora, dame lo mio

(hey hey hey, lets go ladies)

This song is for u~~presenting love story from Taylor Swift

2009-05-20T10:53:00.009+08:00

This song is dedicated to a very special girl

We were both young when I first saw you

I close my eyes

And the flashback starts

I'm standing there

On a balcony in summer air

See the lights,

See the party,

The ball gowns

I see you make your way through the crowd

You say hello

Little did I know

That you were Romeo, you were throwing pebbles

And my daddy said stay away from Juliet

And I was crying on the staircase

Begging you please don't go, and I said

Romeo take me somewhere we can be alone

I'll be waiting all there's left to do is run

You'll be the prince and I'll be the princess

It's a love story baby just say yes

So I sneak out to the garden to see you

We keep quiet cause we're dead if they knew

So close your eyes

Escape this town for a little while

Cause you were Romeo

I was a scarlet letter

And my daddy said stay away from Juliet

But you were everything to me

I was begging you please don't go and I said

Romeo take me somewhere we can be alone

I'll be waiting all there's left to do is run

You'll be the prince I'll be the princess

It's a love story baby just say yes

Romeo save me, they try to tell me how to feel

This love is difficult, but it's real,

Don't be afraid

We'll make it out of this mess

It's a love story baby just say yes

Oh oh,

I got tired of waiting

Wondering if you were ever coming around

My faith in you was fading

When I met you on the outskirts of town. and I said

Romeo save me I've been feeling so alone

I keep waiting for you but you never come

Is this in my head, I don't know what to think

He kneels to the ground and pulled out a ring

And said Marry me Juliet you'll never have to be alone

I love you and that's all I really know

I talked to your dad, go pick out a white dress

It's a love story baby just say yes

Oh, oh, oh, oh

Cause we were both young when I first saw you

I'm Such A Fool

2009-05-19T17:35:00.006+08:00

I'm such a fool

Past few weeks I've being making mistakes plus mistakes plus mistakes

And for past few weeks I've keep hurting her plus hurting her plus hurting her

And for past few weeks I've keep arguing with her plus arguing with her

And for past few weeks I've keep thinking what I did is right

And for past few weeks I've make you suffer plus make you suffer

And for past few weeks I've being selfish plus slefish plus selfish

And for past few weeks I've forgotten my responsibility

And for past few weeks I've misunderstand you plus super misunderstand

And for past few weeks I've being a fool of myself

And for past few weeks I've done something I should not do

And now I would like take this chance in to post my most sincere apology to her in my blog and I don't know jerk like me should be forgiven or not

Im so so sorry,

For trying to argue with you

As I'm trying to get your attention

Im so so sorry,

For making you suffer with tears every night

As Im keep mentioning our past

Im so so sorry,

For trying to make you jealous

As I just wanna know how much you love me

Im so so sorry,

For always ask you the same question

As i already know you hate it

Im so so sorry,

For offended you last few night

As Im jeaslous of them

Im so so sorry,

For making you emo over and over again

Although I promised to make you happy

Im so so sorry,

For being such a jerk when you need me

As I always make you get even sad

Im so so sorry,

For making this even tougher for you

As I don't wanna lose you

Im so so sorry,

For bugging you when you are busy

Although I knew you have your own reason

Im so so sorry,

For doubting you and stuff

As Im jealous again when I see you two together

Im so so sorry,

For making you fell so deep for me

As Im just a jerk

Im so so sorry,

For not behaving before you leave for your study

As you told me that you wanna concentrate on your study

Im so so sorry,

For not being understanding for you

Making you feel even sad

Im so so sorry

For trying to make you feel guilty

As I don't want you to leave me

Im so so sorry,

For making you tears in the middle of the night and sleep late

Im just too selfish

Im so so so sorry,

For everything I did that hurt you a lot

As I dint think the consequences thoroughly

Im such a fool

Thinking so far and so much while the angel is standing beside me

And Im still doubting it

Im such a fool

For being so selfish

Without thinking of you

Im such a fool

For being so childish

When you need me the most

As time flew by

It shows me that

The real bad guy was me

I realised this when I was about to lose you forever

Perhaps its too late for me to realised this

But

I don't want you to hate me

I don't want you to ignore me

I don't want you to forget me

I don't want we become enemy

These past few weeks

I've being nothing but jerk to you

I just keep sulking like Im a baby

Thats what I do

And now on 19/5/09 6.09pm

Im not shy to say that Im crying the hell out of myself

I know perhaps its too late

But thats what I was doing now

I cant control it

What I know deep down in my heart

Is I love her very very much

And I cant imagine how much

I can only cry over the spilled milk

And I just hope she can forgive me

I never betray her love

Dint think of it even once

She is one in the millions of the person i care most in my list

I don't know what should I write further

I need to catch a breath as Im grasping for air now

Im sorry

I messed everything up

Hope you forgive me

Anyone who see this

Please criticize me and scold me to make myself better

Love WJ

Emo ~ CooL !!

2009-05-17T18:17:00.002+08:00

Take a Look at the emo hairstyle babe

This one is for boys

Cool ~

Nice hair thou

Apo love the most de

I like the most de

This one I like too

Look at these gorgeous emo girl

I love the hairstyles babe!!

Hm...

I think im gonna get one of those haircut after going down to KL

Emo rock on babe

Just suit me...><

Haha

Hopefully my hair grow faster la

hehehehe

Ps : Good to see u smile again...be happy

Love emo fan